alright so i'm graduated and soooo excited. that was a very fun day. events flew by so fast, its seems just yesterday i was walking down those musty big sky hallways. glad i don't have to go back.
new changes are happening though.
new future
new friends
new environment.
and with all this i'm getting really emotional.
my best friend is leaving me to Minnesota in two week and i'm heart broken, more then words can describe. tonight during the good bye party for them at church i couldn't stop crying. i couldn't keep myself together no matter how hard i tried. Emily Suzanne Trosen has been the bestest of friends to me. i have no idea how i would ever deserve her :) God has blessed me so much with her and mine relationship.
also with this happening my other besties are leaving also for college.
nessie is going to something Wyoming haha. going to live with a bunch of hick cowboys that she refuses to marry. (but guess what she probably will fall in love with one of them:)). she is going to have fun, i promise, i see it in her eyes so much that this is where God wants her to be. I can see it.
now Janna..well wow well she had already started. she is going to become a nurse and travel. well pursue ministry. some of us thinks that she will become the next Mother Teresa but also she would make the best mother :). (she has the hips for it)
now meagan my best friend and sister. how i worry sometimes about her future but guess what?? she will do just fine. i love her plans just chilling here at home. and going to school part time. i'm excited to come home to her. :)
then there is amy and zoe and many more who haven't graduated yet. we love them all and can't wait until they join us. :)but you know what? God is going to do some radical things in those girl's lives. they will leave an impact on our youth group forever. i love them
now me...
well California here i come.
i honestly hate thinking about it. because it reminds me that i have to leave all these girls. i hate that. but i know its a good thing gosh danget.
and i know good or bad, this is going to change my life. biola here i come. with my arm hesitantly open, holding for dear life onto my past where the comfort place are going to fall behind. and going to be gracefully be placed in a city i know nothing about.
but here i come, scared and vulnerable, but thats how God wants me :)
for now lets enjoy the time i have left in my little town missoula.
