Ok so this summer has been one of the hardest summers i've ever experienced. My normal day always consists of sleep, work, then cram in as much time with my family or friends as possible. this isn't a bad thing but i've been ignorant to what is coming up. this last week i've been thrown into the reality that i'm an incoming freshmen at Biola University. this sounds simple but its SOOOO complicated. i've been on the phone with multiple people figuring out all the paper work, housing, dorms, health and the list goes on... its really hard, i'm trying to stay positive but i'm scared half to death. this experience is suppose to be a great, new and adventurous but the more it goes on for me the more my worry flairs. Its hard to rely on God with this because its like i can do all of it. i can figure out all of this but i know the minute i step onto that campus its him i need the most. its him that will help me move and be my normal self and succeed.
I need that relationship with my Father now. i love him but sometimes i think i love my world and i love what i end up doing.
so this next journey of my life i want to be fully in God's arms, walking with him.
thats my prayer.
Amen, I'm with you. I love you dearest!
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